Liz (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} pixie4now) wrote,@ 2008-04-08 09:32:00 |
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Renewed
You would think going something like getting your liscence renewed would make you feel good. No, it made me feel like shit. I feel down on myself, down on my situation, and I really have no motivation for anything. I work in about a half an hour and thats gonna be a fucking ball. I just kinda want to crawl back into bed and make today go away. I have no reason at all for this bad mood. Its not really even bad, its just.. morose. I just feel dumb and pathetic and horrible. what makes this worse is I have no idea how work will play into that. Its always a crap shoot, it depends on what sort of mood a few key people are in. Just one person can turn the whole store. It sucks. *sigh* Oh well I guess. Maybe it wont be so bad. Maybe I'll go get a drink after work or something.
You would think going something like getting your liscence renewed would make you feel good. No, it made me feel like shit. I feel down on myself, down on my situation, and I really have no motivation for anything. I work in about a half an hour and thats gonna be a fucking ball. I just kinda want to crawl back into bed and make today go away. I have no reason at all for this bad mood. Its not really even bad, its just.. morose. I just feel dumb and pathetic and horrible. what makes this worse is I have no idea how work will play into that. Its always a crap shoot, it depends on what sort of mood a few key people are in. Just one person can turn the whole store. It sucks. *sigh* Oh well I guess. Maybe it wont be so bad. Maybe I'll go get a drink after work or something.
