Life
Sometimes when shit just keeps coming at you from all directions you just have to get away and do something good for yourself. Well, I did that this past weekend, but it also took its toll on me. The part that is the worst though is the repercussions from some of the people that I am closest to. "Well, why did you do it then?" "I didn't make you go and do that now did I?" No, you didn't and I did it because I needed it. The whole experience is soured by people who don't get the fact that if you don't run away and treat yourself nice every so often, you will explode. I had so much fin in Seattle this weekend. I got to explore by myself, have nothing to do but whatever I decided, and it was amazing. The whole time I was thinking of the people I love and wishing I could share it all with them, and when I come back they just scold me for doing something nice for myself.

I don't get the way the world works.